Strumming from the Soul

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Xiang An aka Reaper
20 February 1992
Christian
That's really all there is to know about me

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The Music

Sunday, March 30, 2008



The st marg's campfire was quite boring, we stopped cheering after the guys at the back didn't want to cheer. Sheesh. We got best item though :D

After the campfire, only sji and ij ended up in the canteen. The rest went off. Then when the cck guys were going to eat macs, the guides started leaving. We noticed and we went "Oh my, leonard, they're coming after you!" Then we shouted "Leonard's here" and "Where's Kaiying?" Lols. Dam suan sia.

Okay, then we purposely wait until the guides walked past and walked behind them. Made fun of leonard a bit more. Then finally went to eat. After that KJL they all went to play lan. At 11 pm. Watched them then left at 11.40 and reached home at 12 plus. Sianz. Now I'm still using com. Despite being very sleepy.

--Xiang An at 1:19 AM


Sunday, March 16, 2008



So the campfire went great. I ended up songleading with Selva for IJ TP, cause their break dancing got canceled. Heard my name was on the songbook under songleader i/c :D Didn't even know they would print that ._.

Leonard had the sparklers go off in his face when he was loading firewood into the firepit. Lols. He is too accident prone.

RGS showed up out of nowhere. I saw Rachel. So I ended up songleading in front of too many people I know. The absailing was dam cool. Although I didn't do it myself, it's great to know when someone's life is in your hands. Muahaha >=D Although I apologise for dropping Douglas too fast during the dry run.

After the campfire we cleaned up all the way till it was almost 1 am. Lots of parents were pissed. The scouters are so going to get complaint letters on monday.

--Xiang An at 9:48 AM


Thursday, March 06, 2008



I feel like a toilet bowl. I've just taken too much shit from others. Either it's some dumbass annoying me with those stupid "Bukit Panjang" jokes or its some idiot compounding my problems. Especially some guy who thinks he's a big shot cause he's the head prefect and all. Well, I'm sorry I'm such a loser and you feel that you need to rub me down.

Give me a break. If you want to say that I am giving the wrong response to the situation, tell me what I'm supposed to do. I ignore you, I become an easy target. I talk back, I have an attitude problem and no sense of humour. If I fight back, I'll only get in trouble cause everyone will make it my fault. What do you want me to do?
So being a pacifist, politician or punk doesn't work. What do you want me to do? Drop dead?

Yeah, I grew up in a neighbourhood. I'm not so lucky to grow up in some rich family with landed property and 3 cars. Shoot me. It's against the law for me to be who I am. Well, sue me then. I don't care either way. It's my life, you don't tell me how to live it. Don't like how I respond to your wisecracks and jokes? Then stop making them and maybe you wouldn't be getting a hostile reaction from me.

I'm sounding like I'm the only victim. Yeah, boo hoo. It's real sad for you to be picking on me too. But then again, do I give a fuck?

--Xiang An at 10:51 PM