Wednesday, August 23, 2006



there is nothing that will help to cheer me up.
dammit!
screwed up my chi oral exam.
stupid stupid stupid
why the hell must i get nervous and freeze up?

Forget about that.
It doesn't compare with how lonely I feel now.
It seems like all my friends are ignoring me,
Or finding great pleasure in making fun of me.
Seriously. Just because I joke along doesnt mean I don't feel hurt.
You all think it's dam funny but it's not.
It gets to you after a while. You can't tolerate it
If I made fun of you once.
But I have to put up with that bullshit so many times a day.

It seems everyone has to keep their cool friends company,
They have no time for a loser friend like me.
Hey, sorry for trying to talk.
The guys complain when a girl ignores their sms...
Hey, I have to put up with that the whole of my dam life.
Can't you guys just try to understand for once?
I'm tired of this fucked up attitude I'm getting from all of you!
--Xiang An at 8:20 PM


Monday, August 21, 2006



Ah. The classic quotes. How they can be interpreted in my present mood.

"It was a dark and stormy night"
Yes it was, now it's a hurricane, a typhoon and a tornado combined.

"Every cloud has a silver lining."
Too bad it's out of my reach.

"Every beginning has an end"
Yes, the end more tragic than the beginning itself.

"All man were created equal."
It's just losers like me who weren't

"Planning is half the battle won."
Doesn't matter if you lose the war.

"Life isn't a bed of roses"
It's a bush of poison ivy.

"You reap what you sow"
Sow good seeds. Reap worm infested crop.

"E.T phone home"
You are out of your network coverage.

"There's a light at the end of the tunnel"
It's a train coming at you.

"There is nothing to fear than fear itself."
If fear is your mother.

"Teaching is noble job."
Being taught isn't

"Pay attention"
Im bankrupt.
--Xiang An at 9:06 PM


Tuesday, August 15, 2006



dam. maths common test today.
so hard!! i lost 8 marks from the qn i din noe le.
sigh. guess all that's left now is to start mugging for history...
in that case... why the hell am i still blogging?
okay, make this a quick one.

Better buck up my history,
or this is the last time i will EVER get to use my com again.
dammit! i hate maths. so cheem and so little time.
then again, better than those 207 boys.
I heard Mr Sydney Tan came in late but ended at 11.40 anyways.
which meant they onli had lyk half an hour to do the test.
Guess I din get the worst of it den...
--Xiang An at 8:22 PM


Sunday, August 13, 2006



well today i went to the commonwealth carnival.
hannah has become more chio since the last time i saw her.
haha... better not let her know.
she said i was dam tall now.
she grow taller herself too...
but somehow in comparison still the same height. lols

why the hell does everyone think i suddenly grow dam tall?
ok so maybe i have since primary school...
i hardly notice it... hehe
im not heightist, but seriously...
10 cm?! I grew 10 cm without realising a thing...
sheesh... i hope i dun get too tall to drive a car..

anyways, had loads of fun.
hannah's class' stall de game so tough one...
how to hit the stupid frog in?
can fly backwards somemore...
sheesh.

haiz. other than that, still no1 has come to play hamachi with me
guess no1 want to play against a noob like me.
hehe came across one of the love poems i wrote in pri sch...
cant believe i found it after such a long time
i wanted to send it but din have the guts to...
maybe if i did.. aw nvm i was nvr a popular kid den anyway.
not that im popular now lol. im notorious. muahaha...
people oni make fun of me nia. how can i be popular.

sure i got buddies i've known my whole life.
but hey, we dun get to meet so often.
and well, no lan shops nearby for us to play.
if onli i could contact ches and the rest.
then we can get on hamachi and play.
they havent come online for a VERY long time.
sheesh, when they said they wanted to focus on exam.
i din expect a total ban from the com...
c'mon. guys if u read this,
come on hamachi and play with me!!
I seriously nid my dota fix or i'll go mad...

god. help me. i nid to play lan soon or I'll die.
maybe an outing aft exams.
muahaha
--Xiang An at 9:57 PM


Friday, August 04, 2006



oh yes! finally got to use the com for the weekend.
I'll be in sch for stepping up ceremony tmr.
Must be in sch by 8am. Duno why im still awake.
oh well, alarm clocks were invented for a reason.

sheesh. saw sean talking to a girl on the bus today.
Seriously, duno why people lyk him r so popular.
Im juz another wallflower i guess.
Heh. Prefer that way. Maybe I can only be a loner huh?

Nothing much happened today.
Other than my gums hurting like HELL.
Ouch. I went to tighten my braces today.
Ow.. I seriously hope some sleep helps.
I'd expect that the pain would be gone once I got used to it.
But no. it has to hurt after every appointment. ouch.
--Xiang An at 10:19 PM


Tuesday, August 01, 2006



yes its my 2nd post today
within an hour lolx.

i cant seem to rmb having any hw today.
wth is wrong with me?! Jus coz i dun touch my hw when i get back frm sch
...
if dats the case den mus b i lost the ability to rmb my hw~

I must jia you liao lah. Cannot get poor results again.
If so... why the hell am i using the com now?
Oh yeah. play =)

I am so pissed at an ass today.
I was returning comics to the bookstore
and this idiot stuffed his cigarette butt on my hand
ouch. hot. pain.
he din even apologise.
bloody hell. he was the one who walked into me.
Still scold vulgarities at me...
chicken barby shit...
why must ppl be so..

i wanna play maple. but.
my father is beside me.
playing now would be suicide.
sigh... 93%!! oni 7% more and i can taste mp eater!
dam still got 2 more lvs to hit maple lama staff.. sianz
--Xiang An at 10:20 PM






shit. going thru a lot of pressure lately
darn it
and today, i jus got to know that my hike partner changed.
STUPID! what the hell? i cant go for the hike tmr
ok so maybe i can use the time to relax =P
no nid to hike so fast

anyways got a sms frm hannah last nite.
asked me to go for fun fair on 13 Aug.
LoL. i wonder why suddenly ask me.
Could it be? She has a crush on me?
No way lah. Ask me to invite SJI Frenz some more
I have this crude hunch that maybe she interested in my frenz.
Hehe. Joking lah. Dun take the above seriously, pls
Anyways glad to know Im not forgotten.
First time someone has asked me along for sth
hehe.. guess im fortunate i can be remembered.
Im mostly the last person any1 will ask out eh?

I found out, to my glorious delight.
No meeting for sec 2s this week.
Dun nid to worry about my dental appointment.
This sat is stepping up ceremony.
Going to marina sq for patrol outing.
Which means after this week I will be a sec 3 cadet.
Dam. I hate increasing stds...
--Xiang An at 9:33 PM