My world is dark. I live in this abyss. No birds chirping in the park, Just lonliness' silent hiss. It tells me what I'm missing out. Tells me just what real pain is about. You see, but you never notice. Just living in your own lovely bliss. Surrounded by your gang of friends, You cast me away like a piece of trash. You talk all about the latest trends, But all I have is ash. This dark world I'm in, There is only one way out, And it mocks me with it's grin. You have no idea what loneliness is about. You have friends to play with everyday, I'm still trying to find my way. You go out and have fun, While in despair I run. You find your pleasure in my pain. But what do you have to gain? You hate to be in the same band as me. Yet you do nothing to surpass me. If I am wrong tell me this, Why speak of me with your spiteful hiss? You find it a curse to be near me. So then give up and leave me. I need not your false pretence. I'm tired of your arrogance. You have wings to fly high, But when lightning strikes you'll die. I keep my head off the clouds, And my feet on solid ground. I need no love, For then I feel no pain. I need no friends, I need no companion. I am the only one in this lonely abyss, And if you are reading remember this, I am past caring, I am past feeling. Loneliness reminds why I live, This pain I have makes me believe, I feel no fear For I have no friends. I feel no pain, For I have no one to betray me I feel no loss, Because I never had anything.
I wouldn't expect anyone to actually understand what this means, but hey, most people are oblivious to what they have done to others, right?
--Xiang An at 4:42 PM
My world is dark. I live in this abyss. No birds chirping in the park, Just lonliness' silent hiss. It tells me what I'm missing out. Tells me just what real pain is about. You see, but you never notice. Just living in your own lovely bliss. Surrounded by your gang of friends, You cast me away like a piece of trash. You talk all about the latest trends, But all I have is ash. This dark world I'm in, There is only one way out, And it mocks me with it's grin. You have no idea what loneliness is about. You have friends to play with everyday, I'm still trying to find my way. You go out and have fun, While in despair I run. You find your pleasure in my pain. But what do you have to gain? You hate to be in the same band as me. Yet you do nothing to surpass me. If I am wrong tell me this, Why speak of me with your spiteful hiss? You find it a curse to be near me. So then give up and leave me. I need not your false pretence. I'm tired of your arrogance. You have wings to fly high, But when lightning strikes you'll die. I keep my head off the clouds, And my feet on solid ground. I need no love, For then I feel no pain. I need no friends, I need no companion. I am the only one in this lonely abyss, And if you are reading remember this, I am past caring, I am past feeling. Loneliness reminds why I live, This pain I have makes me believe, I feel no fear For I have no friends. I feel no pain, For I have no one to betray me I feel no loss, Because I never had anything.
I wouldn't expect anyone to actually understand what this means, but hey, most people are oblivious to what they have done to others, right?
--Xiang An at 4:42 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Posting Results.
Finally got our posting results.
Im in 333! That means English TDP! Yay! Got my Full History and Elective Geog too.
But dam I sure kena by physics next year... ZzZ. Why don't they just give us 3 maths subjects instead. Physics, E Maths and A Maths? How do I handle them? Guess I must stop goofing around liaoz. Hahaz
--Xiang An at 10:07 AM