Tuesday, May 23, 2006



Heard some wv peeps going back to wv on fri
And I got camp prep.. wahh
Sad loh
But I was told Leon said sth very bad..
Since when become so lustful.. Eew
LoL

Been a bit down lately..
Trying to figure out my problems..
I surprised Im still sane
With all the shit going through my mind
Lyk matters of the heart (I just wrote this?! lol)
Been thinking about hannah* lately..
Wondering if Ill ever have the chance.. Coz shes way outta my league
Dreaming about her.. Cant stop myself..
I dun hv the guts to tell her how I really feel..
I feel useless.. I mean, I cant shut my mouth usually
But when im around her.. Well, I cant talk
Even if i can ill jus b gibbering..
She only sees me as a fren.. And it KILLS me more..
Shes such a goddess..
Im.. Haiz.. Nothing..
Hoping foolishly Ill move her some way..
I even dreamt about saving her
Childish rite? the crap i can imagine
ya ok.. so its 'romantic' but its NEVER gonna happen..
Cant sleep.. Cant eat.. Im a zombie everytime I think about this
And its evrytime of the day..
Hu ever said Love is bliss is ridiculous.. Its not..
Its this rat eating at ur heart.. And the more u fight it the more it bites..
And you cant ignore it either.. Love is TORTURE!
At the same time.. Its this pain that pushes me on.. Day by day..

Duno y im doing wad i am..
its lyk.. I dun even noe who i am
Im losing meaning in life
I get pissed for no reason..
N even when I laugh..
Its empty..
--Xiang An at 10:27 PM




SYF

Today we went for the SYF
NO CLASSES (YAY)
We were goofing off the whole time haha
Too bad we had to be told off back at school lolx
But it was quite cool
Too bad Sean wasnt dere
He usually doesnt miss out on a chance to look at girls
Haha.. Sad for him
And Soo din go as well..
All pon the training (JK)

Got all our subj results back
No. 16 in class..
From 27 last term.. Woot
But I must still try to pass HCL
Sigh.. Failed by 4 marks.. No discount Meh XD
Guess I have put in more effort
But on the bright side,
Im getting my iPod after a long time..
And maybe a crumpler bag in Sept..
But Crumpler Bags are so ex! Haha
Guess I have to save up.. LoL

Sigh..
Tmr got camp prep
Pay Jia Leh $15..
Sian.. Patrol funds.. Ya rite..
And Zhao Ju Ce Yan.. Alamak
Still hvnt study for it
Aw well.. can always do it during recess XP

Maple..
Ludi coming out tmr!! YAY
Going to explore dere..
If i can play..darn
BIG IF..
Like hanging ur butt out the car
And waiting for a truck to sideswipe it off
--Xiang An at 10:08 PM


Monday, May 15, 2006

INter-Class Rugby

Woot.. Todae got the inter class
I din play, but our class scored a few cool goals
Gerald made a dam nice one..
But si bei action seh
Hahaz..
He kope the ball when the other team pass..
And made a sliding try..Hahas
207 kena jack..
1st Match: 5-0
2nd Match: 4-0
We owned! Playing the finals tmr
Maybe ask Tim let me play lah
But scare I screw things up for the team lolx

Got the maths common test back todae
29/50!
Dammit. Nearly failed.. thnx to the bonus..
Haiz.. Still tod can improve my grade seh..
god playing with me..
And I still got all my chinese hw to do lorh..
Wah lau.. and almost 10pm le
Gonna pull an all-nighter =P
--Xiang An at 9:47 PM


Friday, May 05, 2006

EXAMS

Grr... Exams are here!
Dammit... So stressed right now
Anyways played maple todae and lvled to 25
Dam... Questing is slow exp..
I nid to hit 100k b4 i lv again or I will lose my bet..
*Sigh* Shldnt have gotten my equips so fast
I cant believe the things im actually crapping about..

Still havent got a reply from Hannah abt the movie thing..
Well, she got alot of frenz
Confirm very busy one hahaz
Well, im stuck at home for the next week
--Xiang An at 6:46 PM


Thursday, May 04, 2006

Exams Are Coming

OMG... All the homework is killing me!
Exams coming, gotta revise
Still got so many homework
Teachers are torture masters..

Got back the maths test todae..
Got 33/40! A miracle..
And I din even study for it...
The first test whr I got A1 leh..
For once my grades are picking up
Managed to pass HMT some more
But if my overall result not good..
I can say bye bye to Maple during June holz..
*Sighs*

Plus June Camp coming..
AKA 5 days of hell..
And have to pay $45!!
y mus pay to go thru hell?
Might as well commit suicide.. Lols
Luckily Sec 2s are in charge this year.. Hehe..
The Sec 1s will die.. Muahaha
Waste my mapling time dere lah..

Visited Zhi Yangs blog ytd..
Came across it in LianHe Zaobao
Jus felt curious.. wu liao mah..
--Xiang An at 8:07 PM