Wednesday, July 26, 2006



wow... finally recovered from my influenza...
pain these 3 days seh
but i got some time with my beloved xbox... yay
anyways. going back to sch to get my TONS of hw tmr...
jus hope i dun get a test no1 told me abt...

anyways. feel like life has no meaning lately...
its not lyk im suicidal. coz im not.
jus feel lyk wadever im doing is very sian
aw well
laughing and joking helps.
dun really have much to do tho.
really appreciate some time off to relax on the com after sch

oh yes,, now that i mention it,
i know why i feel lyk this now.
my parents LOCK the COM!!
dam.. after school cant play
I dun feel lyk doing more studying after coming back from it
aww well.
guess they just dun trust my self restraint to stop for homework
then again. i dun possess any. heh heh.
GRRR. I WAN TO BE ABLE PLAY COM!!
WAHH HELP ME!
I hate the stupid 'play on weekends' only plan.
why cant parents just understand one simple things
do NOT ever separate a kid and computer games.
pls oh pls god jus let the stupid lock break or something!!
--Xiang An at 8:07 PM


Wednesday, July 12, 2006



oh man so sian now.
shit lah tmr chi test...
wad am i supposed to do?
darn it..

feeling kind of depressed lately...
ya well girl prob and prob wif frenz...
at sch duno y mus criticise evryting i do
yes i noe im a pathetic loser
nth but a pile of shyt..
but bcoz got me this pile of shyt
den u all will hv contrast mah

anyway.. tinking alot abt someone lately
lolz. tinking abt her 3 yrs alrdy wad m i saying??
she wun lyk me at all..
even if i got a new look.. even if i become the best at posing..
i mean, im totally unable to be normal around her
den again m i ever normal..
anyway, i cant pluck up the courage to talk to her
abt sth dat isnt nonsense anyway..
she probably tinks im a still a childish court jester.
well, im not. im more mature now. ever since that
incident..
even when i act lyk evryting is ok, its not. im depressed
not depressed as in sad
depressed as in lonely and cant feel neting else.
seriously. u tink any1 at sch realli cares abt me?
yes i have made my mistakes..
bt can u not 4give me lyk u do to the rest?
must I always be the one hu is the subj of your jokes?
--Xiang An at 9:18 PM


Sunday, July 09, 2006



wahhh.. so sian
seriously got nth to do
homework all done..
no com to play
no xbox to play too
meh so bored

worked on the chem project wif the group ytd
altho we played more den work haha
at least we finished some stuff..

went for taming game aft dat
so comedy
nth to sae le lah..
--Xiang An at 10:29 AM