Strumming from the Soul

Sunday, July 22, 2007



Very busy saturday!

[RJC Humanities Challenge]

Got there super early. Was going through the research then went to meet up with the guys. 1st round was a quiz. Managed to get in to top 3 =). Not bad considering I was told to replace Aaron only on Friday. Then we had to do a skit on ASEAN for the finals. So in the end, we went home with 2nd place. Lost to RI. And all that for 2-3 hours of last minute research on Friday. SJI sure has the devil's luck.

So after the competition there was lunch there. Saw Jia Jun from CSS. Went to take a picture with her. Everyone arrow me 0.0 Anyway here's the pic (Yes I know I have the attitude problem face on):

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Went for tuition after that. Spent the whole time complaining about our schools. Hahas. After our phones got confiscated, the whole class has been bitching about it. It's just so fucked up.

[Renaissance]

Very fun, and I was very sleepy. Maybe cause I had only 4 hours of sleep last night (preparing for the competition). Managed to say awake for the whole thing though =) Kopiko works wonders XD After the concert hung around to take group photos. Don't have it yet though. Will upload when I can =) Amos wore a very nice Spongebob tie.

After that went to Lot1 Mac to eat supper with Sean, Chua, Aaron, Zi Hao and Kai. Then mom called and ask why so late. Say we waiting for taxi. So dad say come give us ride. Sean and Chua lompang home =P Lucky they came just after midnight, so mom thought the taxi want midnight charge go hide XD (Like I said, SJI has devil's luck) Went home, and slept.

[Harry Potter]

ARGH! My stupid sis don't let me read the book. Want to finish first. All I've read is the first few chapters. Gonna finish it today =)

--Xiang An at 10:26 AM


Friday, July 20, 2007



dammit our phones got confiscated today. friday the 13th bad luck delay for 1 week =/

what the hell man. one guy got caught the whole class kena. my phone also tio confiscated. now our whole class cannot bring phone to school until end of term. stupid! so pissed. going to check our phone content some more. what the hell.

--Xiang An at 8:05 PM


Saturday, July 14, 2007



Feeling dam pissed lately. I was so close to punching a lot of people in the face. Seriously, it's like everyone is conspiring to piss me off. First Kwang threatens and insults the APLs, then Yogesh calling me CXAMiami and kao pehing me.. Then when I come to my blog more ppl kao peh me. WTF. I feel like quitting school just to stop all this shit.

--Xiang An at 7:37 PM


Sunday, July 08, 2007



I swear that bitch is getting on my nerves. So what if I didn't do her chinese assessment? I want to do other things on sunday. Especially in the morning. She thinks homework is the only thing that matters. I'm 15 years old. I want to be out with my friends or flirting with girls (like real) and not stuck a thom. Now say don't want to bring me to JB. Big Deal!Like she'll let me buy anything I want. I want to buy new clothes either i have too many or it's too ugly. She really should catch up with this century. How I want to dress is none of her business. She should take her control freak impulse and just throw it down the fucking drain.

[Friday]

Steeping Ceremony today. Hais. Got APL post. Not that I wasn't expecting it. I mean, I'm doomed tobe a failure. Jared kept kao pehing me about Qi Min. Heck him. I didn't ask him for his opinion. Sherobably hates me. Anyways, Daryl went around and shook hands with the PLs. Dao all the APLs. So we don't matter lah. We're all just some unwanted small fry. Fine then. Darrel say create APL group on friendster. Then never invite us. Lols. Anyways we decided to just be our own selves instead of selling our souls to becoming some big shots. Anyway I think some of the post were dam screwed. Why the hell did jeremy get a PL post and Li Ren tio APL? It's S-T-U-P-I-D. Dam fucked up lah this year.

[Saturday]

Ok went for AP today. Sold drinks there. Didn't sell a lot. Broke a few cans x) Sean and Kai posing there and kao pehing us. Went home dam late. Parade was fun though. The German guy's dog came into the school and ran onto the field where all the contingents were. We were all laughing our asses off lahs. "How dare you let the dog into the contingent! Knock it DOWN!" XP Then Wei Kiat let the dog run into the refreshment area where all the VIP having dinner -.- Call himself a guy. Scared of one harmless dog.

--Xiang An at 1:50 PM


Wednesday, July 04, 2007



I'm feeling real emo now. I've tried telling myself to give the wound sometime to heal but can it really? I regret a lot of things, big and small. Every time I think about them I shoot myself again. I'm contemplating suicide. Who cares if my soul ends up in hell? It's not going to be different from where I am now. Maybe God doesn't play dice with the universe but I feel like he's playing with my happiness. Why is it the I always feel happy the moment before it all crashes around me?

Why the fuck do I get to fly just so my wings can be taken away?

--Xiang An at 4:01 PM


Monday, July 02, 2007



Busy couple of days!

[Saturday]
SJI-SNGS Collaboration. Went off to a bad start because the sec 2s and 1s didn't come down. So many SN girls came down and we had less than a third of their people. So we ended up with 8 groups instead of 20 =.= next we join shaun and samuel for icebreakers. played blow wind blow and detective. all the facil kena forfeit =) At least we bought some time.

So we played the games after everything was settled and the problems resolved. Everyone was dam wet by the end =P I sabo'd Wei Kiat (who ask you spray me first) and GG. After that went for lunch, lunch came late so we had to entertain the group again till the food came ._. wanted to do my card tricks but shannon and jared all object (spoilsports =x) So we just stone there till lunch came and we start again. so played more games and then went home =) Shaun and Samuel took pics with qi min and the other girls in their group and got their phone number -.- den aft dat walked to bus stop with WK and the girls behind us (we were going home much later lo. they stay so long for duno wad) I think they like WK or something. Poor taste (hahaha).

[Sunday]
Went to school to load the drinks for milk run. So we ended up at the place at around 9 something and set up the stall.

We sold less than half of what we ordered. Should not have sold coke. Too bad. At the end of the day the Ben & Jerry people gave us 3 free cups of ice cream (yum =P) and we went to the dunking booth to dunk amos (he volunteered lah, don't look at me like that) After that Amos went to go and sit in the ice water for 10 seconds if we sponsor him 1 can of drink each. End up never give him drink x) Then we all pour cold water on him. But stopped since we don't want our best ghey fren to get hyperthermia =P He never thank me for saving his life lo (I never say anything they splash him till he die lah) Shaun was like "Let's hug him with our shirts off to warm him up" -.- (no, i'm not gay)

[Monday]
Bored and stoning at home. My very weird dream keeps playing in my head.

--Xiang An at 2:45 PM