Strumming from the Soul

Monday, June 26, 2006



Today SYF combined rehearsal.
Highlight of the day:
Display bands.
The first band did all amazing formations.
Superman logo. Darth Vader Helmet hehe.
Plus they opened up with LOTR theme song.
2nd band not really special.
But the third band the drum major was a girl.
At one part she bent her body lyk a snake it was so cool.
Rubber bones XD

As for the songs,
Ziyang slacked and din show up haha.
We had lots of fun rehearsing today.
Wore our red shirts and khaki shorts.
Better den our pe attire.
Tmr got chinese! Hate it.
Dowan to go sch lah.
Too bad no SYF.

On the way back home, I started thinking.
My life sucks.
Looking at people like Sean, I feel so envious.
People lyk him always have frens.
And im always alone.
I can never really get along with people.
I hate myself for that.
I mean, i jus keep crapping about silly stuff that it annoys them
I think when i die i will have a poor turnout at funeral.
If anyone remembers it.
I feel so lonely. Ya the usual crap.
Why does it seem other people have such a good life?

--Xiang An at 9:44 PM


Thursday, June 22, 2006

Sian

Well, i overtook my sis n became a cleric in 5 days...
Shes cant be one yet n she took1 mth.. Haha..
Anyways, Maple Eq hunting going dam well...
Got so many!! made a lot of money selling dem...
Tmr, if i get to play, i will chiong to lv 35 n use maple staff

Enuf abt maple. Schs starting soon.
N i juz realised still got holiday hw not finished!!
Ahh! Help me.. Well, its almost done anyway.

Deres SYF practice tmr, but my 'rents wun let me go..
I gotta clear my work.. Sigh..
Speaking of which, ytd rehearsal got to see Ziyang n Teresa perform
So cool. Too bad i so far behind tho.. Cldnt get a closer look..
Since my classmates all discovered my braces n asked me to smile..
I feel lyk committing suicide lah.. They confirm think of new name for me
lyk Ti ki (iron teeth) hah

After a 'pep talk' by my parents, decided to work harder in studies
N change my attitude.. But if deres one thing remaining
Its gona be the sarcasm.. Cant live without it (=^.^= )
I therefore limit my sarcasm to onli when im in a bad mood
Or my sis is asking a stupid qn...
YEAH RIGHT! No way.. Sarca all the way man...
ok maybe not.. but still, laughing's better den depressed rite?
Which is very close to wad im feeling now..
The only way i can seem to escape from all this is to joke n laugh
It makes me forget all my problems for once...

World Cup Prediction:
My sister's team, Brazil, is not going to win.
My father says its becoz the star players all lazy liao.. hahaz
Well, ribo supporting germany, my dad argentina..
Me? whichever team has more action on tv ^^
Ya im neutral party.. dun c anyting wrong wid dat

--Xiang An at 10:22 PM