Strumming from the Soul

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

One Step Closer

Okay, a few things happened the past few days.

[Monday]

School, slow and boring. It was dull, boring, unexciting, did I mention boring? I could sleep man.

Went down to TMH, bought a trick and a Stripper Deck (no, the deck neither strips women nor does it show strippers on the face. I'm not going to strip with the cards either)

Like why the hell do I still go there when I'm supposed to be mugging?

[Tuesday]

School. Purgatory. No difference in my book. Got full marks for the Chinese test, with a little help. Hey, I didn't cheat ok? It was an open book test. Haha.

English. Ahh. What irony. We spent the period on the topic of why women shave. All thanks to one stupid article Ms Chia brought in. We were laughing like mad at all the crap comments xD

DK came in for chemistry after going for reservist training. Haha. Can't imagine him as combat engineer. Went through the metals chapter, which he made us go through on our own last week. What a waste of time.

He came in for RME again. Asked about Sean's picture on his profile, you know, the one with a certain girl beside him. So Sean crapped and the whole bunch of us around him went "Yeah, right."

[sarcasm]
Aaron was kind enough to start calling my name. And when DK asked us which school's girls we prefer, they started shouting "BPGH!". Haha, real funny. If I was in a good mood I might have said "Fuck you" in that good natured tone of mine. [/sarcasm]

Met her at mac to mug today. She couldn't stay long (cause her mum wanted her to go home. Mums have that perfect intuition to ruin things don't they) so we went home at around 4.30. Her friends followed her along. She didn't see me at the table. And I was turning my head around to not let her friends see me. Who cares. Hmph. When she walks away I count the steps that she takes.. Haha.

That's basically it. Oh yeah, I'm so glad PRC didn't come to school today. Less noise xD

--Xiang An at 10:51 PM


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

I'm 6 feet from the edge

Can't believe finals are only like 2 weeks away.
And O Level Chinese in 2 days.
Misery likes to come in pairs, doesn't it?

Must study harder and not fail 5 subjects again! (Then, Xiang An, why are you using the com now? ._.)

Which reminds me. I did that Chinese paper which was optional. Just cause TTH was expecting me not to xD

She doesn't mind onion rings xD and dammit why is it that so many people I know know her too. It's like the most spooky thing ever.

--Xiang An at 10:03 PM


Saturday, September 08, 2007

There's no place else I could be but here in your arms

[Friday]

Went out with Angie. God she looked so beautiful. I was dam nervous. Went to eat Sakae. She was eating the udon one strand at a time and the noodles kept breaking up and falling back in the soup. She looked so cute eating like that. Hahas.

Headed for TMH after that. She slept on my shoulder on the bus. It was so sudden it shocked me. Solomon showed us a few tricks. Bought Hover Card and Angie got the mickey deck. Haha.. My hover card broke this morning. Crap.

Went to cine after that. Got tickets, she paid for me cause she said she wouldn't like it if I paid for everything, since I bought lunch. We walked around after that and took neoprints. We were freaking clueless what to do. I looked like an idiot in the pictures, I don't mind though x)

Got our snacks and went in to the cinema to watch Ratatouille. It was dam funny! Hahas. Put my arm around her and fed her popcorn. After that we went back to CCK Interchange. She hugged me when we got off the bus. Stunned me again. She headed home, I headed to meet the 6H peeps for the bbq. Wish I could have stayed with her longer.

The bbq at ms lee's house was quite fun. Showed a few tricks. All I can say is, people really don't appreciate magic. The guys cracked more jokes about me again. Then they found out about Angie. And I found out how many people actually know her. They said they would go corner her on Monday. Seriously.

[Saturday]

Boring day at home. Went for tuition. Sleepy the whole time. I was sort of stoning and staring at the same question I didn't know how to solve. Angie and I both wore OBS shirt. Lame I know, but who cares. Taught her a few tricks after tuition, she waited till I saw dad's car and she went off.

Just ate and shopped at Queensway. Bought 2 shirts and saw this dam nice bracelet. It costs 30 bucks, so didn't buy it. Maybe next time? Haha.

--Xiang An at 9:39 PM


Thursday, September 06, 2007



IQ Test Score


Saw this on mel's blog and decided to do it. Can't believe I got so high lols.

--Xiang An at 9:24 PM


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Sec 3 Scout Leaders' Retreat

The scout leaders' retreat was quite meaningful. We had lots of fun playing taitee on the whole time x)

Went to school at 8pm. Learnt that we wouldn't be leaving for JB immediately, instead we slept in school. Played some really random games like elephant.

We had 45 minutes of quiet time, where we were supposed to reflect on how we want things to go for the unit. I really thought about how I wanted things to improve in the unit, like how some people are always trying to ostracise the rest. Oh well. There were some good things I thought of, and I really wish the unit will continue on those things.

Had supper before lights out. I used the time to call angel and talk to her. She could hear the noise the guys were making in the class. Hahas. When I walked in to move my bag stupid Darell kao peh me about talking on the phone. Lols. Who cares. Had nearly no power left in my phone.

Marcus came into the room and showed us card tricks. Screwed up the same trick twice before he could do it properly. Haha. I did a few, but mainly watched. After that scouter came in and reprimanded us for not sleeping. So we went to sleep immediately. Couldn't sleep at all cause I was thinking about angel. Haha okay so I was sleeping on tables and the fans made it real cold too, but still.

[Day 2]
We moved out for JB in the morning. Jin got stuck at the Singapore customs because he lost his disembarkation card. Lols. Everyone went to buy chewing gum and bubblegum at the Malaysian custom. Headed for Majodi Centre after that.

We arrived there, put our bags in a room and had lunch. We really didn't expect comfortable dorms and nice food. We were expecting mosquito netting for doors and wooden lodge.

So after that we went to put our bags in the dorm and decide on who sleeps where. I got stuck beside Jia Leh dammit. And Darrell was annoying me again by kicking the mattress up and down cause I was at the top bunk.

Played more TaiTee. That night we had a clearing the air session and we talked about any issues we needed to clear out among our level. We were told not to make the discussion public, so I'm not going to post about it here.

Had a affirmation session later. Went on until 3am. We started off with everyone saying something till it was my turn. After that some people skipped. Yeah well, sort of expecting it. I'm not really good at anything, not even average. And I guess I haven't really shown people the good in me. Can't blame them. I have to thank the people who praised me too. Thanks guys. I never thought anyone would think that well of me.

[Day 3]
Woke up at 8. 5 hours of sleep. Tired and pissed. Went back to school and put the activities we planned into action. Felt really fucked up cause I was sleepy and I just couldn't give a shit anymore. Zach was giving me crap and I just didn't give a fuck. Don't know why. Guess I was just in one of those pissed of moods. Oh well.

The ice cream puffs rock x)

Talked to my angel on the way back. It's so great to hear her voice. Just can't stop thinking about her. Was silently singing a love song to her on the phone when we weren't talking. Didn't want to torture her ears hahas. <3

Chinese tuition. Too sleepy, teacher gave me a break. Haha.

2 more days to a date with my angel x)

--Xiang An at 4:00 PM


Sunday, September 02, 2007



Leaving for the Leaders' Retreat in about 30 minutes. Can't message my evil angel for 2 days darn it. She called me evil person ._. I'm supposed to be her evil devil. Hahas. Promised to call her before I left Singapore for JB.

At least I get to go on a date with her on Friday. She said she's shy don't want me to do anything in the cinema. If you're reading this, I cannot guarantee anything okay? x) (Gou rou ma for you or not? Haha)

Looking forward to the class bbq after the date. Wonder if she still wants to go. Haha. As long as got food right?

Okay, I sound like a lovesick retard but I'm not looking for a cure <3

--Xiang An at 6:26 PM